We are spending our life waiting for events to come, just to see them passing and moving on. As much as it hurts, as much as we don’t like it, we are only living our life waiting for something to happen : the next weekend, a birthday, Christmas, Easter etc. As they come, they go, this is the rule we cannot escape, and our biggest mistake is that we never live in the present. We only project the future as we would like it to be and we remember the past for both good and bad things. And what is happening with the present, does it really exist? Did we kill it or did we just improvise for writing about it?
I am now experiencing something new: not thinking at the future, nor the past. And, my friends, there is an ugly truth : there is no present, only boredom…
Oh my Gosh, I am so happy that after an investigation by myself I made it…
I was listening today to RockFm while driving to the countryside and then this really nice song comes up and I start listening to it. It went perfectly with driving, it gave me this really unique feeling. And then of course I got obssessed about it and I wanted to know whosings it and what the title is . Hard job, since I arrived home only after 2 hours, while I tried to keep it in mind. SO….how do you look for a song when you don’t know anything about the artist, the year it came on the market, you just remember that it charmed you and you want to have it, to listen to it over and over again.
I realized it sounded like Whitesnake, Skid Row or something similar…And I tried more songs…until I heard it…amazing! I am better than Sound Hound:)
The answer is Deff Lepard – Love Bites
And the lyrics
If you’ve got love in your sights
Watch out, love bites
When you make love, do you look in the mirror?
Who do you think of, does he look like me?
Do you tell lies and say that it’s forever?
Do you think twice, or just touch ‘n’ see?
Ooh babe ooh yeah
When you’re alone, do you let go?
Are you wild ‘n’ willin’ or is it just for show?
Ooh c’mon
I don’t wanna touch you too much baby
‘Cos making love to you might drive me crazy
I know you think that love is the way you make it
So I don’t wanna be there when you decide to break it
No!
Love bites, love bleeds
It’s bringin’ me to my knees
Love lives, love dies
It’s no surprise
Love begs, love pleads
It’s what I need
When I’m with you are you somewhere else?
Am I gettin’ thru or do you please yourself?
When you wake up will you walk out?
It can’t be love if you throw it about
Ooh babe
I don’t wanna touch you too much baby
‘Cos making love to you might drive me crazy
[Repeat Chorus]
[guitar solo]
Ooh yeah
[Repeat Bridge]
Love bites, love bleeds
It’s bringin’ me to my knees
Love lives, love dies
[Repeat Chorus]
If you’ve got love in your sights
Watch out, love bites
Yes it does
It will be hell
Damn, that went fast…Where did July go and how come the 8th month of the year just started?
I have no clue how this is even possible but admitting that there is nothing I can do about, I can just say: may the month of August be productive and may it last longer than the previous one.
It’s not easy knowing what people want. It’s almost impossible understanding when they show something, but they mean something else. Looks can be deceiving they say, I say the human mind is a labyrinth and one way or another you will be trapped inside. There is no way out!
Will we ever find the perfect strategy to win over humanity’s deceiving appearances?
I have been trying that my whole life, did it constantly and still didn’t get the essence of it. But one of the best lessons I learned was not to have any expectations…and it worked! I stopped having expectations from others, but it seems like the others started having more expectations from me. Tricky situation…Still trapped inside the circle, still trying to figure out how to solve the issue. Next step seems to be learning how to tell them they are wrong or-the ultimate- learning not to care.
Do vibrations count when it comes to understanding what others want when showing something really different or should we pick up mind guessing? Wouldn’t it be so much easier if they would just simply say what’s on their mind/soul? Wouldn’t communication be the easy way out instead of hiding in the back of the finger?
Rhetorical questions to whom I already have the answer, but unfortunately I just can’t get inside of others minds!
It was a beautiful day, a day when I knew I did not have to do anything special in order to feel special. This kind of day comes only once a year and that’s the reason I think everyone should love their bdays, it’s a celebration of a special moment in time: the moment you came on this world and that is a blessing!
Sometimes you don’t need to do much on your birthday, it’s enough to pick up the phone and talk to your friends and family, tell them the news, receive the blessings. I was able to feel a huge amount of positive energy coming from everywhere…and even if maybe it was a long and harsh year, today I really felt it was all worth it! Life has mysterious ways of showing you what is better for you, sometimes you have to pass a lot of tests, to prove you are ready for the next level.
I cried today, but I did it just because I was happy…Such an intense unique feeling…
Life is not constant and it goes on whatever it happens meanwhile, with or without us. So, that been said, it’s just better to be in the cart and not walk next to it. If you’re running after it, speed up and jump on it!
365 days are not enough to describe what you experienced in one year, sometimes you would need more time on your side to tell others what you’ve been through and what you’ve learned.
The time inside is greater than the one outside.
Expanding is the key of the unknown.
I am not getting older, I am just getting wiser. I am growing in beliefs daily, hoping that one day I will be able to show others what life is about, that I could guide them through their darkest times and lead them towards light.
It’s still me, but I am an improved version, upgraded to the latest demands of the society, equipped with patience, forgiveness, maturity and understanding.
I need all that to be able to help myself and others. I need all that for the next year, for the other versions of myself.
Time changes, people change, reality is still the same and I just turned …27!
